Erin (La Cidiana)
16 April 2010 @ 04:07 pm
LOOK AT ME USE LIVEJOURNAL SINCE PLURK IS DOWN \o/ [livejournal.com profile] murasaki_kaze I KEPT MY WORD.
SORT OF.


Anyway, I meant to get up early today but I think I literally turned my alarm off because my brain couldn't compute that yeah, I did need to get up early today. At least that's better than not having remembered turning off my alarm at all, which has happened to me before. 8( Oh well; my registration date's on Monday, so if I go in early then, I should be okay?

Also should register with the Disabilities Office, see if I can get priority registration in the future or anything else. >>

IN OTHER NEWS Thursday is Show Day, which means Supernatural vague spoilers ) and Fringe vague spoilers ) also I (not seriously) considered how apping Fringe!Peter would make there be THREE LANDEL'S PETERS LOL and more seriously considered apping Walter as a doctor, since come on, that'd be fantastic. TOO BAD I'M NOT RESPONSIBLE ENOUGH. T_T

Also, holy shit do I need to catch up with House I HAVE NOT SEEN ANY NEW EPISODES SINCE THE MENTAL HOSPITAL ONE OR MAYBE THE ONE AFTER. YEAH. SHIT. I keep on shielding my eyes/muting whenever the commericals come on during my Fringe DVR. T___T I'm actually pretty damn unspoiled so LET'S KEEP IT THAT WAY until Court comes home and we can marathon like it's 2005~

Annnnd I've been fairly good with posting lately! Which means I'm about to go sylarpost. AND THEN READ APPLICATIONS. And then... maybe I should head over to school and edit, although... goddammit I need to find my hard drive's power cord ;; KIND OF IMPORTANT.

But yes. YAY, LJ POST~ Oh and. My new headphones. They are beautiful. 8D ALSO FINALLY HAVE CASTIEL ICONS WOOOO

AND. THANKS TO [livejournal.com profile] tinted_glass GOING TO A BSB CONCERT WITH HER ON JUNE 26 AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
 
 
mood: rejuvenated
music: Backstreet Boys - Larger Than Life
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
26 October 2009 @ 09:24 pm
Omgggg it's nice to have Mondays off and all but then Tuesday is my hellday aka when everything is due aka I end up watching Heroes and then like having my mind on it endlessly when I am SUPPOSED TO BE DOING MY HISTORY ESSAY. :((((((( rushing to finish that damn fic that I don't know if I like doesn't help either aoriuhsklfa

ALSO HOW FAR BEHIND AM I ON HOUSE SERIOUSLY. AND APPS. AND. BAHHH.

Anyway.

Heroes 4.07: Strange Attractors )

Annnnnnnd I really need to work on that essay now SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIT BYE GAIZ
 
 
music: general fuzz - cream
mood: refreshed
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
28 September 2009 @ 10:28 pm
Auuugghhh Heroes was kinda boring, so not much to say on that. EXCEPT FOR THE MATT ARC, WHICH CONTINUES TO BE FUCKING FANTASTIC. Also, I can't stop watching the promo for next week. Gee, I wonder why.

I WANNA WATCH HOUSE but gotta wait for Court and um... do school reading. D8 Nervous about quiz tomorrow but eh, I'll just... catch up as best I can I guess.

BEEN MOODY LATELY. SHOULD TAKE MAH MEDS.
 
 
mood: moody
music: Emancipator - Wolf Drawn
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
22 September 2009 @ 04:40 am
Oh, look, that whiny Nathan fan retard is off in the blog corner bawing over season premiere.

...............ACTUALLY NO I LIKED IT VERY MUCH SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTT

cannot make a full entry right now but.... OKAY SO I ALMOST MADE A FULL ENTRY. KIND OF BIASED IN SUBJECT MATTER BUT. COURT ALREADY COVERED THE OTHER BASES SO.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH )

anyway WHY YES I HAVE NO LIFE also holy shit I need to leave Court's house BYE

Speaking of Houses I had to admit to myself today that finding out about the Nathan stuff trumped House in a mental institution. You have no idea how depressing and humiliating this is. I HATE YOU SO MUCH, SELF. FAAAAAAACK
 
 
mood: shocked
music: general fuzz - comfort zone
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
17 September 2009 @ 03:13 pm
Erin: I WANT NATHAN TOO
Erin: IS THIS TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR
Court: IDK
Court: I would show you gay carnies but I'm not sure that would help XD
Erin: fff JUST SHOW ME
Erin: unless
Erin: nathan is one of the carnies
Court: No
Erin: wait scratch that that would be awesome

oh god oh god oh jesus christ Heroes premiere in less than a week fuck me fuck me fuckkkkkkkkkkkk meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

IT IS LIKE THIS FEELING OF HORRIBLE PANIC RISING IN MY GUT BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE EXCITED BUT I AM BUT I KNOW BY ALL GODS I SHOULDN'T BE SINCE THEY ARE GOING TO SHOW ME ALL MY HOPES AND DREAMS AND CRUSH THEM ONCE AGAIN (see here.)

also I will watch House second since at least some psychological trauma will be immediately relieved by Damned!House yesssssss
 
 
mood: chipper
music: Charlotte Martin - Steel
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
04 May 2009 @ 03:21 am
I... really should sleep, but I suddenly became curious about all these documents I'd opened and jotted down haphazard dream notes into that were scattered throughout my computer. I ended up collecting them all into one document and.... jesus christ MY SUBCONSCIOUS IS SO FUCKING FIXATED ON FANDOM AGKADKA

Some dreams not included here I actually did post about right as I had them, but anyway. Some of these I like... don't even remember skjhfkasd. All of these were written RIGHT as I woke up, which is why there's no punctuation or coherency to speak of.

Also, my subconscious gave me like ten million (no seriously, like, seven in one month) Nathan dreams back before I even declared him my favorite character in the show. Clearly, it knows me better than I do. :(

...Rereading these, I am JUST A LITTLE BIT CREEPED OUT THAT A WEIRDO THING IN ONE OF THESE DREAMS ENDED UP PRETTY DAMN PROPHETIC IN THE CONTEXT OF THE SERIES HOLY CRAP.

Dream Notes. )

I remember in that last dream, I kept on trying to CALL COURT AND TELL HER OMG OMG I MET MILOOOOOOO but I kept on getting DISTRACTED and then I woke up and was like OMG OMG I HAVE TO TELL HER I.... had a dream where I met Milo. God dammit.

...Also, now that I'm looking at these dreams, THERE IS A SERIOUS TREND OF DISNEY MOVIES IN THERE. What.

Anyway, where the hell did my weekend goooo? ;; I was supposed to get shit done and then all of a sudden... it was over. What the hell. I think I'm going to try to get out of the house to do my work next weekend; otherwise I just... lose track of time ugh.

Also, I just realized I'm out of my meds. T_T WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN ON SUNDAYS and leaves me med-less on Mondays, my busiest day ugh. Now I need to somehow... okay, good, they can refill it without any doctor shenanigans ahfkas PHEW BECAUSE THIS WEEK I NEED 'EM

Now I need to make sure I get up at 8 and I've already wasted half my night jhsfdka WHATEVER at least it'll cause me to fall asleep early tomorrow.

....I really hope I can get myself to do my Anthro reading in time for my final ugh. jfkfsasadg

and apps apps apps APPS ;_;

...Also, about a quarter of the time I try to type "heroes" into my icon finder, it comes out as "herpes." COINCIDENCE? I THINK NOT.
 
 
mood: anxious
music: Lights Out Asia - Psiu! Puxa!
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
07 April 2009 @ 01:57 am
Holy crap.

Spoilers for tonight's House. )

In other news, now that I've turned in that paper... should start on them APPS. ::CRACKS KNUCKLES.::
 
 
mood: surprised
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
01 April 2009 @ 08:25 pm
So I come home from my midterm to take a nap. I do manage to nap for a couple of hours, and in those couple of hours, I start having vague traces of one of those dreams you don't really want to wake up from, so when I do start waking up again, I decide to go back to sleep. It had something to do with like some dude and the government finding this other planet way out in space but then if you arrange the photos somehow it turns out OMG THE PLANET IS ACTUALLY CLOAKED JUST NEXT TO US or something and...I don't even know.

.........I THEN PROCEED TO HAVE LIKE....... THIS FUCKING EPIC, NATHAN-CENTRIC DREAM THAT'S SUPPOSED TO BE THE SEASON FINALE FOR HEROES. I HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN WATCHING HEROES. WHAT. And it involves like Nathan and Peter and EVIL INVADING ALIENS SOMEHOW WHAT THE HELL and then like Nathan getting put in a really heartbreaking I-am-going-to-die, self-sacrificing position which I suspect was entirely inspired in my subconscious by GEORGE MASON YEAH MINA KNOW'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT especially since apparently Nathan was flying a spaceship or something which then docked with where the other Heroes characters were what the hell self, how does your brain manage this. And then Nathan gives some pre-recorded briefing tape where he is giving COUGHS OF DEATH and so forth.

And then at the very end he was having this really cliché and teary but genuinely very sad yeah-let-us-imply-in-many-terms-I-am-going-to-die conversation with Wilson except then I was like .......WAITWTFWILSON? And that is what caused me to wake up.

The end. Thank you, brain. I love how you package all my unending love and terrible fears and secret longing into one dream. (Oh, and Wilson too.) FFFFFFFFFFUCK YOOOUUUUUU repressed desires auuuuuuuuggggGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH
 
 
music: Emancipator - Lionheart
mood: retardedly pumped
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
30 March 2009 @ 11:49 pm
............LOL.

So Dean canonly watches House and House canonly watches Heroes. EPIC. FUCKING. WIN.

Or, you know, the shows just canonly exist in their respective universes and they know these things because of their requisite high quota of pop culture references BUT STILL HAHAHAHAHAAAAA

Also, I got three hours of sleep last night to study for a midterm that isn't until Wednesday so I am going to bed now. :|
 
 
mood: dorky
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
13 September 2008 @ 12:43 pm

«The ‡RP Concrit‡ Meme»


I'M TRYING TO RESPOND TO OTHER PEOPLES' IN TURN. D: Seriously, I'd love some concrit to make sure I don't make (or continue to make) any dumb RP choices.... aside from my generally being too slow. Since I know that already. D8 I'LL RESPOND THIS TIME, I SWEAR. ;;

In other news, I had two dreams night before last and three dreams last night. Out of those five, four involved Heroes and three involved Nathan. MY BRAIN IS CLEARLY GETTING DESPERATE HERE especially since it was doing crossovers of like Disneyland and Heroes and MGS4 and Zelda and STAR FOX(??). It made Nathan the main star of my dream's version of the end of MGS4. Yeah, I dunno. GET OUT OF MY MIIIIIIIIIND, NATHAN HALP srsly. ;; I just have to keep focusing on how almost all my other shows are back this coming week YESSSS. House, Supernatural, Sunny... I WON'T GET HUNG UP ON YOU JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE PURPOSELY SPOILING THINGS TO GET ME EXCITED, HEROES. >:[

Now to...
√ do posts for [livejournal.com profile] damned
• clean room
• do reading for school
• WORK ON MY BATMAN APP D:
 
 
mood: dorky
music: Jared Hudson - Metal Gear May Cry (Remastered) (OCRemix)
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
21 May 2008 @ 04:41 am
Was looking up Teardrop by Massive Attack on wikipedia since I just downloaded the version they played in the House finale, and...

Canadian rockers Our Lady Peace covered the song in live performances.

DO. FUCKING. WANT.

Edit: WHOA, FOUND. SURREAL. Oh, Raine Maida, you and your ridiculous voice warbling. <3

Also, I finished the novel we have to read for English, which saves me a teeny bit of stress. Doesn't change the fact I need to get a presentation together in six days and then turn in a five page English paper and a 15-20 page Anthropology paper on the same day a week after. D8 ahhhhhhhhh i am going to diiiiiiiiieeeeeee

For the linguistic anthropology paper, I know I definitely want to focus on internet language in regards to more literate social networking sites like LJ, (like, how English gets butchered on this side of the internet for the sake of expressiveness and satire rather than shorthand practicality) among other things, but um... I... need help fleshing out that idea into something I can write about. I was wondering if I include something about online RP and how we writers need to discern between OOC cues and IC cues, as well as changes in writing styles, since during the course of my research I read this pretty interesting anthro article on the use of "I" in reference to someone's character in tabletop roleplay and sci-fi convention stuff.

ANYWAY. ANY IDEAS? SHOOT 'EM AT ME; I NEED THEM. ...please. .__. The good thing about studying the internet is that I have a wealth of archived examples at my fingertips, but the downside is that I can easily make myself look like an idiot if my rambly essay sounds like... well, the ramblings of a self-indulgent internet retard. The project is pretty free in terms of subject matter so long as we have research and evidence and write in an ethnographic article format, so um... yes.

Also, I am so sad I have to go on hiatus at [livejournal.com profile] damned and goddamn do I wanna work on that Supernatural fic. ;____;
 
 
mood: scared
music: José Gonzáles - Teardrop (Massive Attack)
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
19 May 2008 @ 10:02 pm
House finale spoilers. )

Also, wtf LJ for posting that after like one mishap keystroke. >_>;

I have a five-page essay due for English tomorrow. A HA HA HA HA ::gets working.:: D: I BLAME [livejournal.com profile] damned AND MY SPN FANFIC goddammit.

EDIT: Spoilers for Heroes, Supernatural, CSI, and House finales+Heroes next season spoilers. )
 
 
mood: sad
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
12 May 2008 @ 10:16 pm
Holy shit.

My previously dwindling faith in House is absolutely renewed. That episode was fucking amazing.

(SO MANY EXCITING UPCOMING SEASON FINALES. sjkdhsk WHAT WILL HAPPEN.)
 
 
mood: impressed
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
29 April 2008 @ 09:23 pm
I feel so very, very warm and fuzzy after reading the comments on that RP compliments meme. SO GLAD YOU GUYS LOVE OUR BABY AS MUCH AS WE DO. ;_; <3333

Also glad that people generally seem to like the new userinfo. Gonna go read me some apps now, woo! ...Or Anthro reading, whichever seems more important at the time. >_>;

Also, Re: English class: the original versions of Little Red Riding Hood are so pornographic, jesus. D: SUPERNATURAL, YOU LIED TO ME. The Grimms version was actually the least disturbing. (Aside from the scissors part. When I read that part of the short stories, I could not get Dean out of my head. :|)

ORITE AND HOUSE YESTERDAY. (YESTERDAY, WTF???) I cannot believe how gay this season is. Gaygaygaygaygay. Like, seriously, WHUT HOUSE. I love how Wilson just rolls with it, all like "why, yes, it's perfectly normal for House to be this possessive over my fine ass" and yes, I actually like Amber. :3

Also, if House continues to be at 9PM on Mondays next September, I MIGHT HAVE TO SMACK A BITCH AND I THINK YOU KNOW WHY.

And I'm STIIIIILLLLLLL INNNNN A DREEEEAAAAMMMM where House was trying to catch Dexter and expose him as a serial killer, and then the climactic scene ended up being an inquisition on Dexter that turned into a surprise birthday party. And he had a lime-colored shirt on. And this Starbucks barista looked like Mohinder.
 
 
music: Metal Gear Solid 3 - Snake Eater (Abstracted Camouflage Mix)
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
10 April 2008 @ 02:54 am
Gonna be heading up to Santa Barbara tomorrow~!

Hopefully. If I clean up my desk by the time I sleep and if my lack of a left-side windshield wiper doesn't put me in grave danger. D8 (Did I mention how it RANDOMLY SNAPPED OFF WHILE I HAD IT ON THE LOWEST SETTING WHILE I WAS DRIVING MAX HOME FROM HEROES-WATCHING THE OTHER DAY? YEAH WHUT.)

ngshadkas applications. Exciting, but I suddenly now empathize with the general feeling of impending OGOD that everyone else suffers. DDDD: A BLESSING IN DISGUISE, I SUPPOSE. I KNOW THE COMMON PLIGHT OR SOMETHING. We'll be sending out the stuff for second opinions soon ahhhh DDD:

ALSO, Andrew and I watched a bunch of Sunny today. :D I'm so happy that he likes it so much! And I am also happy that we'll be getting MOAR HOUSE AND SUPERNATURAL BY THE END OF THE MONTH. SCORE.

Uhm uhm. I should get on that cleaning so I can read some apps before I sleep. :3

EDIT @ 6 AM: Goddammit, cleaning took longer than I wanted it to (AS PER USUAL) but AT LEAST I GOT IT DONE! SANTA BARBARA, HERE I COME! And although I need to sleep now so I can leave at the time I need to, I shall read more apps tomorrow. I'm actually excited to read more rather than INTIMIDATED like I usually am. THIS IS GOOD? We totally sucked ass at getting a head start (read: NO HEAD START) this time, but HAY I'M AHEAD OF COURT SO FAR, SO THAT'S SOMETHING.

Also sdkfhgsdlkjgf gaiz, YOUR NERVOUSNESS MAKES ME FEEL SO BAD. ;; <3 SRY.
 
 
mood: busy/accomplished
music: IAMX - Your Joy is My Low
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
06 February 2008 @ 03:58 am
HO SHIZZAT. I finally figured out how to get big movie files off my computer onto my cell phone and actually BE ABLE TO PLAY THEM. SCOOORE. Gonna field test if I can watch a whole episode of a show off of it once it finishes exporting into the cell phone file format.

Also, with that same cell phone (ohmygod I love it SO MUCH) I took a little video of the weird growth on my gum before they cut it off, and you can see it surprisingly clearly. TEENY PIC BELOW CUT OF MAH GUMZ.

MAH GUMZ )

ALSO, STILL MARVELING OVER GAYEST HOUSE, AND THAT'S IN A LONG AND ASTOUNDING HISTORY OF GAYNESS and sorry for spamming. 8D;

Also, people got to the sphinx at [livejournal.com profile] damned! EXCITING. <3

EDIT: HOLY CRAP IT WORKED. WATCHED A WHOLE EPISODE OF TERMINATOR ON MY CELLPHONE with only minor lag and acceptable image quality. GO GO GHETTO iPOD VIDEO WOOHOO
 
 
mood: cheerful
music: Chrono Cross - Another Termina
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
05 February 2008 @ 10:16 pm
HOUSE

.....oh my god

that was the gayest episode that ever gayed

Like, literally, holy SHIT SO MANY UNDERTONES AND OVERTONES I CAN'T EVEN TAKE IT ANYMORE

needs House/Wilson icon-making ajsadfhkgsdjfhas
 
 
music: Gurren Lagann - Libera Me From Hell
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
01 February 2008 @ 03:11 pm
Ganked from [livejournal.com profile] burningvigor and whoever else I saw use it on my flist. <3

1) Make a list of 10 characters.
2) Assign each character a number.
3) Without telling anyone who's on the list or the character's assigned number, get questions from your flist about what they'd like to know about them.
IE: "If 3 and 4 were trapped in a cave together with only a blanket and a toothpick, what would they do?" (The more random the better!)
4) Post the answers and who was who on the list.


---

Also, I had a fucking CREEPY-COOL really sad dream last night. It was like... a Heroes/House crossover in a Spn universe (AND SOMEHOW, NATHAN AND DEAN WERE NOWHERE TO BE FOUND IN IT WTF though Matt was like the main dude. <333)

Me telling Court about it. )
 
 
mood: cheerful
music: Electric Light Orchestra - Mr. Blue Sky
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
29 January 2008 @ 10:19 pm
Yaaaay, AN ACTUAL NEW EPISODE OF SOMETHING TONIGHT (AKA HOUSE). <333 So nice to see House/Wilson gayness again. AND SUPERNATURAL ON THURSDAY. Will be so nice to see Sam&Dean brotherliness again. <333

Also, had a WEIRDASS DREAM last night. Involved me, Court, Jenny, a weirdo hotel, a weirdo villain, time-traveling, a shoe store, my brother, surrealistic Guitar Hero, and Dexter.

Also, my memory card's file of Guitar Hero III got corrupted and we had to restart our file. DDD: WTFERY. Oh well; it's kind of fun doing everything over except that I have to do co-op mode again to unlock the co-op songs. D: NOES.

Also, I want to open a student account to avoid the $8 monthly fee I always end up paying, but that involves having $100 lying around to start a new account. I STILL NEED A JOB.

Also, I should post as Scar before I sleep because srsly. SORRY, FAM & FEY.
 
 
mood: tired
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
05 November 2007 @ 02:17 pm
SO. WRITER'S STRIKE. WE ALL KNEW IT WAS COMING. TIME TO WAIT FOR THOSE LAST FEW EPISODES, THEN HUNKER DOWN ON FANFICTION AND SURVIVE THE SPRING HIATUS.

Thoughts. )

In other news, my parents are gonna be in Paris for nine days, so Evan and I have run of the house for that time. Went by Vons last night and bought a bunch of quasi-junk-food that my mom would never let us get--Lucky Charms, Eggos, Ore-Ida fries.... and then oatmeal and brown sugar, but uh, that's not junk food. XD;

The bad thing about this is that I have to get up around 6:45 to take my brother to school, though I can then go back home and sleep, so it's not such a big deal, although today it kind of sucked because I was planning on getting up again around 11 but NO. I HAD LADYCRAMPS AND THAT MADE ME BEDRIDDEN FOR A COUPLE MORE HOURS.

Gonna take my brother to take pictures of restaurants... or... something for the school newspaper. Should shower. Wooo~

Did I mention I got the S2 Supernatural DVDs recently? 8D Ehehehehehe.... AND ALSO, SORRY, NANOSTORY; I CHEATED ON YOU WITH MY SPN FIC. ;___;

GOT TO FREEBIRD ON HARD MODE ON NOT-QUICKPLAY AND NOW I CAN'T BEAT IT AGAIN. ;_; auughghhjfj,sd
 
 
mood: dorky
music: Sneaker Pimps - Lightning Field