Erin (La Cidiana)
25 January 2010 @ 03:32 am
Aaaaahhhhh shit shit shit I've been a total spacecase dumbass and now my gas and electric bills are overdue. Plus I have like. Negative money in my bank account (gj not canceling that extra account, dude) since as much as I try to tell my parents to give me an allowance that I can learn to budget, they just want me to use my credit cards??? HOW DOES THIS MAKE SENSE???

Anyway gotta deposit a check and get on that because those overdue letters are scary and isuayfashglak I feel like I've lately been worse than usual with like... idk, keeping track of shit. I mean just look at how I haven't even replied to comments in my last few entries, and how I haven't been checking my flist at all, and how I didn't start replying to Plot Post stuff until today even though I got Sylar in first... I just... I don't know. My doctor mentioned trying me out on some real ADD medication on top of the antidepressants, and as much as I hate blaming my failures on a lack of overmedication, I think that might be a good idea at this point, since I am... so incompetent with everything in my life. Ugh. I mean, it takes me like 2 hours or more to do a Sylar post when I'm not even distracting myself aside from answering a couple of Damned questions. How does... I don't even know. ;________; I don't want to screw myself over at this point in my life, man.

hfkashdfados;foew;as so yeah, anyway... sorry to people whose comments I haven't replied to in my last few entries. ._. I don't mean to be a neglectful douche – it just kind of... happens.

In other news, I have rediscovered my great and undying love for Liquid Snake. .....Oh right, and I started college at a four-year university THIS IS KIND OF IMPORTANT, ISN'T IT. My schedule was all kinds of fucked up, so that was pretty stressful to figure out, and now I'm gonna try to crash a class tomorrow so I don't have to take the equivalent at 9AM on Thursday and then not get off campus until my last class ends at 10PM 8( BUT IF I HAVE TO, IT WILL BE SO. it was kind of hilarious because of course I ended up having to do all this running around IN THE POURING RAIN THAT SOCAL HAS BEEN GETTING

But yeah, just... I know I've said it a 378983742 times before, but it's such a downer how I feel like I have such a hard time doing like a quarter of the shit that other people do. It's like I get super anxious about the simplest shit and eiwykashlsg

I guess on the subject of good news, I've been making active tactical strikes against my chronic nail-biting/general finger mutilation habit and actually having a bit of success, so... that's good, at least. :>

Also, thanks to a combination of [ profile] demyx's journaling and [ profile] continuum's chatting, whenever I listen to this song all I can picture is Zachary Quinto writhing around in goth glam with Rolo, Rick Rape!Milo, and Conan the Barbarian!Jared as backup dancers.

....Liquid can be that random-ass snake or something idk
music: Adam Lambert - For Your Entertainment
mood: frustrated
Erin (La Cidiana)
28 February 2009 @ 07:12 am
Holy crap I have not updated in a month.


Started school; switched classes around a bit; trying to use Schoolhouse (which is amazing) to fully organize myself since I actually have a full load of classes now; hoping to drive down to see [ profile] tinted_glass on Sunday; need to beg my Film 2 instructor to let me use a laptop in class since I kind of need it to take proper notes; filmed my mom's friend's son's environmental speech thing and she gave me a 50 dollar check for it, which I lost, but it's okay since I didn't deserve it anyway for being late :(

ORITE WE GOT THIS AWESOME NEW SONY CAMCORDER FOR CHRISTMAS except the only problem is that, as my computer is now, it's only compatible with my bootleg version of Final Cut Pro 6. Hmmmm. Might have to try out an actual legal version of Final Cut Express 4 thar, seeing as it's reasonably priced (and since I refuse to use the new iMovie incarnations oh god they are hideous).

Also, during the course of browsing Mac freeware sites, I came across the absolutely most obscenely ridiculous application that has ever been conceived by humankind. AND IT'S AWESOME. It's around the time you find yourself swinging around a piece of equipment worth a thousand dollars while blaring Duel of the Fates out of your desktop speakers that you realize you are kind of HOLY SHIT THE KEYBOARD LIGHTS UP TOO GODDAMN

And auugghhh I should post since I have no idea where my night went. AT LEAST I DID HOMEWORK. And some modstuff.

....I knew there was something I was missing. During the past few months, I have become a fucking beast at Elite Beat Agents and I am so addicted that I ordered myself some Ouendan 2. Of course, I'm nowhere in [ profile] wyna_hiros's league, who begged me to download Osu! and play with her and who promptly whooped my ass and made me cry like a little girl. (Cry for MOAR, that is. So fucking fun and I don't even know whyyyyyyyy. D:)

And one more thing. These videos? Should not be so hilarious.

oh god I need to sleep but I also need to do posts sfksdfkjsd I guess I'll sleep and... do posts when I wake up. Auuugghh. ;__; HOW DO I WASTE TIME SO SKILLFULLY (hint: see above)

mood: tired
Erin (La Cidiana)
29 January 2008 @ 10:19 pm
Yaaaay, AN ACTUAL NEW EPISODE OF SOMETHING TONIGHT (AKA HOUSE). <333 So nice to see House/Wilson gayness again. AND SUPERNATURAL ON THURSDAY. Will be so nice to see Sam&Dean brotherliness again. <333

Also, had a WEIRDASS DREAM last night. Involved me, Court, Jenny, a weirdo hotel, a weirdo villain, time-traveling, a shoe store, my brother, surrealistic Guitar Hero, and Dexter.

Also, my memory card's file of Guitar Hero III got corrupted and we had to restart our file. DDD: WTFERY. Oh well; it's kind of fun doing everything over except that I have to do co-op mode again to unlock the co-op songs. D: NOES.

Also, I want to open a student account to avoid the $8 monthly fee I always end up paying, but that involves having $100 lying around to start a new account. I STILL NEED A JOB.

Also, I should post as Scar before I sleep because srsly. SORRY, FAM & FEY.
mood: tired