hughes: (Heroes: chained)
Erin (La Cidiana) ([personal profile] hughes) wrote 2009-08-14 03:20 am (UTC)

EDIT: SORRY EPIC FANGIRLING AHOY FFFF

YEAH, I CONCEDE ALL YOU PEOPLE WERE RIGHT. ;___; My eyes have been hurting from looking at screens lately, which I complained about in the middle of watching, and Court was like "UH DO YOU WANT TO STOP?" and I was like "............NO. I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT ;______; FUCK MY LIFE OH GOD"

And yeah, the ending aaaaaaahhhh like.... like.... like I've said before, identity crisis is my favorite subject ever in the entire universe, and Nathan and Sylar are my two most favorite characters in that series (AND MATT IS MY THIRD SO ALL THIS NATHAN/SYLAR/MATT "LOVE TRIANGLE" TALK IN SPOILER PROMOS WTF HAHAHAHAHAHA) so like.... ugh this could either be the most amazingly personalized delicious arc that I have ever seen on television in my life or it could be a horribly disappointing plot device of OMG IT'S REALLY SYLAR OMG IT'S REALLY SYLAR OMG IT'S SYLAR NOW and Nathan fades away into the ether as being just dead after all. AND THE MOST FRUSTRATING PART IS I CAN'T TELL FROM THE PROMOS WHAT TO THINK AND ANDKSJhfkajhgljadhlgks but oh god. Oh goddfdksjghas

but like. if they do some creepy awesome talking to self/shifting thing with Nathan and Sylar like they did with Sylar and his mom, I think I would die and go to heaven. or hell. I wouldn't really care at that point because I would be so goddamn delirious in my euphoria. AND IF YOU BRING PETER INTO THE MIX OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD JUST. THE POTENTIAL OF THIS SITUATION HOLY FUCK SO MANY THINGS ARE IN MY HEAD THAT I KNOW THEY CANNOT POSSIBLY DELIVER ON THEM ALL ASRIOYAODH

So yeah, I'd say I have a pretty VESTED INTEREST either way considering I love both characters to death (hurrhurr), so I, too, am reserving judgment to see how it plays out. So far, they've made it pretty ambiguous through the foreshadowing and dialogue of how exactly it worked and how much of Nathan & Sylar it is so NGGGHHH I just hope they don't make it so Nathan disappears forever or that his personality/memories don't have any agency inside of Sylar's mind/body. Because then I would cry AND KNOW THAT I WAS HAD ONCE AGAIN BY HEROES WRITERS. D: (AND I'LL JUST HAVE TO WRITE LOTS OF FANFICTION, SHIT)

But yeah, I mean, I adore the parallels drawn between Nathan and Sylar (and their personal power/morality/insecurity/controlling mother issues) in S1 (and their culminating in one taking over the place of the other) so incredibly much that I even started a fanvid on that subject before S3 started, so to see them harking back to those exact themes (especially when Sylar turns into Nathan and is like "I'LL MAKE YOU PROUD, MA" or whatever) MADE ME JIZZ. IN. MY PANTS. like you don't even know jsahfklajhfgkladsjglkjhdsglkasdj AM I EVEN MAKING SENSE IN MY FANGIRLING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

so yeah uh. uh. uh. this could either be the most incredibly amazing awesome brain-numbingly fantastic yelling-in-my-seat thing in the world or a sobfest for me.

really. D:

ALSO THE SCENES WITH SYLAR AND NATHAN FO REALZ WERE SO FANTASTIC (DUDE, I HAVE BEEN WAITING THE ENTIRE SERIES FOR THEM TO GET SOME INTERACTION PE(QOPAIHD:L) "I NEED YOUR SICK, TWISTED LITTLE MEMORIES" jkshdaksjhfakl and kicking/slapping him to get him up FFFFFFFFFF oh god I was dying so hard I LAUGH AT YOUR MISFORTUNE BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, NATHAN, REALLY

.........does the fact that I am so crazed by this that I am not talking about anything else tell you something? gj, self. WOW THIS IS A LONG COMMENT

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