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this bizarro world that i've been in ever since this whole thing got started
I caught up on Heroes. :( With Court.
In one night. :((((
.......I AM SO STUPID FOR THIS SHOW FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
Also, it was a hell of a lot better than the first half of S3 but I AM STILL NOT CONVINCED. I WILL NOT LEAVE MYSELF OPEN TO HOPE ONLY TO BE DISAPPOINTED ONCE AGAIN. though holy fuck nathan was hot holy fuck
AND WTF AT THE FIRST HALF OF FUGITIVES: WAS THE ENTIRE PLOT BASICALLY THAT NATHAN HAS A KINK FOR CHAINING PEOPLE UP IN UNCOMFORTABLY SMALL ROOMS? WHAT?
In one night. :((((
.......I AM SO STUPID FOR THIS SHOW FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
Also, it was a hell of a lot better than the first half of S3 but I AM STILL NOT CONVINCED. I WILL NOT LEAVE MYSELF OPEN TO HOPE ONLY TO BE DISAPPOINTED ONCE AGAIN. though holy fuck nathan was hot holy fuck
AND WTF AT THE FIRST HALF OF FUGITIVES: WAS THE ENTIRE PLOT BASICALLY THAT NATHAN HAS A KINK FOR CHAINING PEOPLE UP IN UNCOMFORTABLY SMALL ROOMS? WHAT?
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Also OF COURSE HE DOES! How did you not know this? :|
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YEAH, I CONCEDE ALL YOU PEOPLE WERE RIGHT. ;___; My eyes have been hurting from looking at screens lately, which I complained about in the middle of watching, and Court was like "UH DO YOU WANT TO STOP?" and I was like "............NO. I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT ;______; FUCK MY LIFE OH GOD"
And yeah, the ending aaaaaaahhhh like.... like.... like I've said before, identity crisis is my favorite subject ever in the entire universe, and Nathan and Sylar are my two most favorite characters in that series (AND MATT IS MY THIRD SO ALL THIS NATHAN/SYLAR/MATT "LOVE TRIANGLE" TALK IN SPOILER PROMOS WTF HAHAHAHAHAHA) so like.... ugh this could either be the most amazingly personalized delicious arc that I have ever seen on television in my life or it could be a horribly disappointing plot device of OMG IT'S REALLY SYLAR OMG IT'S REALLY SYLAR OMG IT'S SYLAR NOW and Nathan fades away into the ether as being just dead after all. AND THE MOST FRUSTRATING PART IS I CAN'T TELL FROM THE PROMOS WHAT TO THINK AND ANDKSJhfkajhgljadhlgks but oh god. Oh goddfdksjghas
but like. if they do some creepy awesome talking to self/shifting thing with Nathan and Sylar like they did with Sylar and his mom, I think I would die and go to heaven. or hell. I wouldn't really care at that point because I would be so goddamn delirious in my euphoria. AND IF YOU BRING PETER INTO THE MIX OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD JUST. THE POTENTIAL OF THIS SITUATION HOLY FUCK SO MANY THINGS ARE IN MY HEAD THAT I KNOW THEY CANNOT POSSIBLY DELIVER ON THEM ALL ASRIOYAODH
So yeah, I'd say I have a pretty VESTED INTEREST either way considering I love both characters to death (hurrhurr), so I, too, am reserving judgment to see how it plays out. So far, they've made it pretty ambiguous through the foreshadowing and dialogue of how exactly it worked and how much of Nathan & Sylar it is so NGGGHHH I just hope they don't make it so Nathan disappears forever or that his personality/memories don't have any agency inside of Sylar's mind/body. Because then I would cry AND KNOW THAT I WAS HAD ONCE AGAIN BY HEROES WRITERS. D: (AND I'LL JUST HAVE TO WRITE LOTS OF FANFICTION, SHIT)
But yeah, I mean, I adore the parallels drawn between Nathan and Sylar (and their personal power/morality/insecurity/controlling mother issues) in S1 (and their culminating in one taking over the place of the other) so incredibly much that I even started a fanvid on that subject before S3 started, so to see them harking back to those exact themes (especially when Sylar turns into Nathan and is like "I'LL MAKE YOU PROUD, MA" or whatever) MADE ME JIZZ. IN. MY PANTS. like you don't even know jsahfklajhfgkladsjglkjhdsglkasdj AM I EVEN MAKING SENSE IN MY FANGIRLING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
so yeah uh. uh. uh. this could either be the most incredibly amazing awesome brain-numbingly fantastic yelling-in-my-seat thing in the world or a sobfest for me.
really. D:
ALSO THE SCENES WITH SYLAR AND NATHAN FO REALZ WERE SO FANTASTIC (DUDE, I HAVE BEEN WAITING THE ENTIRE SERIES FOR THEM TO GET SOME INTERACTION PE(QOPAIHD:L) "I NEED YOUR SICK, TWISTED LITTLE MEMORIES" jkshdaksjhfakl and kicking/slapping him to get him up FFFFFFFFFF oh god I was dying so hard I LAUGH AT YOUR MISFORTUNE BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, NATHAN, REALLY
.........does the fact that I am so crazed by this that I am not talking about anything else tell you something? gj, self. WOW THIS IS A LONG COMMENT
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Please, fangirl away, I did enough spazzing over it during the series and was very sad that you and Court weren't keeping up for me to flail at. And I got to the finale and went OMG! This could either be TOTALLY AWESOME or EPIC FAIL and I'm not sure which it will be, but holy CRAP, I didn't really see that coming. And yes, we have the giant plot hole of doom of DUH CLAIRE IS HIS DAUGHTER AND BROUGHT BENNET BACK FROM THE DEAD, WHAT ARE YA'LL THINKING?? But they always have that to fall back on (we never saw what happened to Nathan's body) and the identity crisis is just such an epicly awesome concept... I'm hesitant but excited to see what they do with it.
Also I adored the flashbacks, and history repeating itself, which is one of MY favorite subject in plotlines, haha. And I finally started liking Claire again! XD
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dfjhasgkjds yeah hesitant but excited is a good way of putting it. I'm like.... SO NERVOUS NOT BECAUSE I HATE IT BUT BECAUSE I LOVE IT BUT THEY COULD TURN AROUND AND SCREW ME OVER LIKE THEY HAVE A MILLION TIMES BEFORE AUUUUUUGGGHHHHH T____T HALP but oh god on the other hand it could be so incredibly amazing that all I've been doing since we finished is like daydreaming of all the possibilities that probably will not happenskjafhaksjfhalksjhfalkshfahFGI;UHo;FGYQO:WLEGHW
Yeah, I really loved how they were making such an effort to hark back to S1 themes and reestablishing characters in that context, most notably Sylar. AND YEAH, CLAIRE WAS ACTUALLY OKAY what a concept XDDDD
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I added you on Skype but somehow it's not finding you. Is there something funky with your Skype name like an underscore or quotation marks or something? oO;
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SORRY IF MY INCOHERENT RANTING IN THE ABOVE COMMENTS NEARLY SCARED YOU AWAY /)_(\
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LOL I ACTUALLY READ IT ALL. SO. IT'S ALL COOL WITH ME.
Your Skype name isn't showing up...
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Nope, if you're not online, then it shows a little x by your name. But when I call you it says, "User not found". ;__; Hey, wait--maybe I can give you my name? Which e-mail do you check the most?
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My e-mail is lacidiana@gmail.com, btw, if you ever want to contact me there!