that's exactly what i'm saying

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Today was kind of hectic. I didn't sleep at all last night since I wanted to make sure I got traffic school done by my due date, so I basically went to my American Music quiz from home, left class, did errands... but while I was doing these things, apparently the pipe under our shower broke and when I came back I wasn't able to take a shower (I hadn't been able to take a shower in the morning because of the clog that spawned the breakage in the first place) so I was dirty all day and had to wash my hands with wet wipes and kshdkaj. D8 LUCKILY I basically slept for most of the time that my dad was fixing the pipe, so I didn't have to deal with it too much? 8D; Of course, now my sleeping schedule is totally off and I have to gradually reign it back in again. Which is why I will sleep after this post.

Anyway.... omg, reading all those Sam apps has gotten me on a total Supernatural kick, which is wonderful since I feel I've been neglecting due fangirling for that series this last half-year or so. I am TOTALLY hankering for some good fanfiction, and since I don't really know how to navigate around that nutso fandom and it's hard to find non-Wincest fic... Does anyone have any Supernatural genfic recs? I would be very appreciative to get pointed in the right direction since right now I've resorted to writing random stuff for myself skfkajfg Winchesters <333

I really do need to sleep now, so I will do that. Tomorrow: less Castlevania and more productivity. Holy shit those games are addictive. D: And HAHAHAAA I FINALLY BEAT THE DAMN CRAB. >:3

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oh my gaw, you post this like right as I get home. 8DDD IT FIGURES THAT THE PERSON WHO CAUSED THIS CRAVING WOULD HELP QUENCH IT. <3

pdragon76 is my favourite gen fic writer ever, no lie, because her Winchesters are motherfucking Winchesters and are total men to the core, which is a nice change from a lot of fics where they cry at the drop of a pin.

Dude, that is the exact thing that I am looking for – because I feel like even most of the better fic I've found basically makes them really weepy or flowery, which is kind of a downer when the concept of the fic itself is good and YEAH I'M LOOKING FOR THEM BEING THE RIDICULOUSLY MASCULINE MEN THEY ARE SO WOOOOOO now I'm getting paranoid about my own writing rioudlkafs

(If you do end up foraying into Wincest somewhere down the line I eventually did since there's so much good fic out there that includes Wincest, Undertow by the same author is both brutal and wonderful.

I still find it so ridiculous that I'm so weirded out by Wincest but at the same time SHIP PETRELLICEST LIKE A FUCKING INSANE PERSON. I dunno, it must be a difference in dynamics? I mean, it's not so much the fact that they're brothers that turns me off as their relationship – like, if I read a fic where, say, Meg!Sam started uh DOING THINGS to Dean and Dean was like OH NO NO, I wouldn't have any problem reading it I would actually like it VERY MUCH uh... you... didn't hear that, but if I was reading the same fic and Dean started reciprocating because of secret romantic love for Sam, I'd get all squicked. SOMEHOW I FIND NON-CON OKAY BUT NOT THE OTHER STUFF WTF, SELF.

also omg stick figure Dean ::INTRIGUED::

ANYWAY THANK YOU SOSOMUCH FOR ALL THE RECS AND I'M SURE I WILL ENJOY THEM VERY MUCH. <333

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LOL the weepy/flowery thing turns me off so much ahhh and it's not just in the fics of fandom, either, it seems a chunk of viewers are under the delusion that these guys truly are flowery. *dies* Like, I remember there was a portion that went up in arms the last time Dean punched Sam. I was so confused, I was all, "But they are Winchesters a;ldfkjsa besides it was hot" but anyway. I am sure you are fine. x)

And I don't like romantic Wincest either, the whole "they fall in love" thing drives me insaaaaane mainly because idk, I feel like they already love each other as it is and they don't exactly need to fall into bed together to make this clear. I am, however, attracted to fics where they just fuck each other for various screwed up reasons and the sex is more angryneedyhot than loveydovey. I AM PRETTY OKAY WITH NON-CON TOO. *right there with you* Plus, admittedly, on a purely physical level, they do look good together. :|

YOU'RE WELCOME. I AM ALWAYS HAPPY TO SPREAD THE JOY OF GOOD FIC. ♥

I know what you mean about the newsletter, haha. I was mostly relying on recs at first, too, but then they wouldn't come fast enough and I ran out of stuff to read so I had to start filtering things out on my own OTL. Apparently I am too addicted to this fandom for my own good.