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Was gonna blog on the episode (kinda retarded up until the v. enjoyable end) but there are more pressing matters at hand, apparently.

Major Death is Revealed

Okay, fuck you, Grunny.

Jesus christ, this show. Jesus Christ. FUCK. FUCK IS THE ENTIRE POINT OF THIS SHOW TO LIKE TAKE MY FANGIRL HEART, BUILD IT UP, THEN AND SMASH IT INTO A BAJILLION PIECES MOTHERFUCKER

I guess I can assume this whole Sylar!Nathan plot is going to end as a BUCKET OF FAIL instead of what I hoped for LOLOLOLOLOL. Why did I even let my hopes get up in the first place. You'd think I'd know by now. I guess the only consolation I get is that maybe he becomes his own character again before he gets killed off. or that at least sylar!nathan doesn't kill peter. god. jesus christ.

god, reading that article was like. feeling my heart drop ten levels in my chest. why do I fucking care so much. fuck. IT'S A FUCKING TV SHOW. WHY DO I LET THIS AFFECT ME SO MUCH HSGFkljsagdhfjs FUCKISBFJFGSLKAF

At least I can take consolation in the fact that Adrian is as fucked over and pissed off about it as we are. The worst is that I was actually doing a positive-minded 180 and giving the show a chance – even defending it from the other fans. Jesus Christ. Lol look who has foot in mouth now.

So... going back to my boiling raeg S3 attitude now? Yeah. Guess so. Sorry, flist. Thanks, writers.

/fan melodrama

Evening ruined. Back to apps.

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I'm actually hoping that it's some tear-jerking scene where Nathan begs Peter to kill him in order to try and stop Sylar, since... I think that would be the best option. It would ground him as his own person, even if it meant he had to die in the end. ;; And yeah, Sylar!Nathan killing Peter would have just been... terrible.

Look at my doujin? It might cheer you up. D:

The person who runs the ODI has some interesting thoughts on the conflicting info here, which makes me wonder, but not get my hopes up.

And yeah, like... I really, really hope that that's indeed the case, since you know how much I love shit like that. It's the best we can hope for with the circumstances we've been given, and certainly a fuckload better than Sylar!Nathan killing Peter.

I think I might have to. ;_____________; or write fic. Or. Something. Should read apps. Fuck, dude. Can you believe what this show puts us through goddammit

Hmm, that is weird. I'd be kind of shocked if both Nathan and Sylar were just wiped off in one go... idek. I guess we'll see, but meh. I just feel bad for poor Adrian. He does not deserve that.

If that kind of scene was done well, I might be able to swallow this. It really depends on the circumstances, though. But yes, at least Peter isn't dying? Although I feel kind of bad because your favorite is almost always in danger and mine is just... trucking along even though he doesn't do squat most of the time. >_>

Apps could at least get your mind off of it, right? I'm just kind of meh because I already had my computer troubles to worry about and now Heroes has to give me the run-around or whatever. :[ Not a good week. Thursday should come so I can LOL at Supernatural. And I should pay for my Dean jacket, wow. I've already been thinking about photowhoring once I get that thing. ;__;

Yeah, same, but it is weird that Grunny would lie about it so bad unless he was doing it passive aggressively against the producers to force them to oust it or something? WEIIIIIIIRD. IDK. And yeah, Adrian. ;___; Jesus, Adrian. After how good he is to us fans, too... shit, I guess this explains his conspicuous lack of YouTube vids as of late. ~~Fuck, I was just checking his channel today.~~ I wonder what Milo thinks of all this.

Yeah, same on the scene. In fact, a well-done scene of that nature is I think the only way I could accept any of this as being okay, especially after going through the trouble of raping Nathan's character so bad in S3 only to kill him off... twice. Again. And it's okay – I... have to admit that narratively, I'd be even more anxious if Peter was the one getting killed off. At least this way there's an ice cube's chance in hell of Nathan dying as a conscious martyr rather than living on as nothing more than Sylar's mask, which would be a fuck of a lot worse.

Sort of... ~~I am kind of considering doing that Nathan/Sylar masturbation kinkfic LOLLLLLL~~ but yeah, I feel like if I don't read some more apps, I'll just feel even more awful by the end of the night. And yeah, that sucks so much on all your computer stuff... ugh. YEAH SUPERNATURAL WILL BE UNDOUBTEDLY GOOD TO US, AT LEAST. ;_____; I am irrationally hoping they riff Heroes even though I know it won't happen, lulz.

AND YEAH, PAY FOR YOUR DEAN JACKET SO I GET OKAY FEEDBACK. >:| Also djghdksjghs photowhoring COURT ♥

Yeah, idk, maybe the show people told him to do it so that he could throw people off. D: idk how that kind of stuff works, but it does seem terribly cruel. Adrian is like the pimpest pimp ever and then they have to treat him like dirt. MAKES ME MAD. Milo is probably bawing into Adrian's shoulder as they make love in the pale moonlight.

I would also be more worried if Peter was the one to go, so I feel you there. I mean, I'm glad that I know ahead of time that this is gonna happen, but yikes.

YOU SHOULD READ APPS, YES. 8D Will make you feel better since we get to let some awesome people into our game or... something. ~~You should do that fic sometime, though, wow.~~ And augh, computer situation just makes me rageeee. I LOVE SUPERNATURAL, HEEEEE. I would so die if they did Heroes references, holy crap. 8D

Umm, yeah, how does that work since I got it on your account? Can I still use my Paypal to do it?

EDIT: Oh, and ... here is some happiness!

Edited 2009-11-03 06:53 (UTC)

...........SOFYHSLKJFHLSKDJLA COURT YOU JUST MADE ME LOL ~~AND HAVE DIRTY RPS MENTAL IMAGES FUCK YOU~~

Yeah. ;_____; like... at least maybe this way, Nathan will die on his own terms? FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE S1 LOLOLOLOLOLOL

dfkjhdkls MAYBE. I SEEM TO BE SPAMMING MAIA BELOW, THOUGH. GAH, SELF. READ APPS. NAO. FACK. ~~And yes, I so, so so should idjfhklasjg would be so hot goddamn~~. And kjdfhalksdjh sorry ;___________; YES LET SUPERNATURAL LOVE CONSUME YOU. AND jsdhksajd I know. I would just. laugh forever. ILU KRIPKE.

UHHHH I... AM NOT SURE. LOL WHY DIDN'T YOU USE YOURS. Try using your Paypal and if it doesn't work, we can have you transfer the cash to my account so I can pay out of my own Paypal? Something like that.

And eeeeeeeeee DAMNEDTRELLIS. 8DDDDD happiness happiness~

I KNOW I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO READ HEROES SPOILERS BUT.

DID I JUST READ THAT RIGHT.

DID I JUST READ THAT RIGHT.

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT.

Yeah, you did. Like Court said, the best way this could turn out and possibly the only way to smooth it over for me narratively would be if like... Sylar!Nathan, as Nathan, begged Peter to kill him or something, which... well, I love stuff like that, so if he absolutely had to die... yeah. But if it's just pure retardedness... ....ugh. Just ugh about the whole situation, and especially the way Adrian was treated over it, plus the weird uplifting Greg made us do about it.

Maia. Why.

Yeah, I hope he gets a good death, but still. ;____;

And wow, not telling him till the script. GJ, GUYS. :|b

But seriously. a;lsdfjdas WHY WOULD YOU TAKE AWAY ONE HALF OF THE PETRELLI BROTHERS. WHYYYYY WOULD YOU. Plus, Nathan. NATHAAAAN. NATHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN.

Because they've been squandering the possible character development between them for like three seasons now. Not to mention the fact that they end every. fucking. season. on NATHAN DYING. LIKE. JESUS CHRIST IT'S LIKE THEY RELY ON THE ASSUMPTION THAT THEY WON'T BE RETARDED ENOUGH TO DO IT AGAIN AS THEIR SOLE CLIFFHANGER EVER. And now they won't even have that anymore lolllllllllllll

it's like I'm so shocked about this still that it hasn't hit. Ugh fuck. I'm trying to figure out something to cheer myself up but. Nothing is coming to mind. Um. Why am I so invested in this particular show in this particular character. Like seriously I'm kind of numb/pissed off about the whole thing until I think of Peter continuing in the show without Nathan around AND THEN I WANT TO PHYSICALLY CRY WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

Edit: ALSO LOL ICON VERY APPROPRIATE FFFFFFFFF

Edited 2009-11-03 06:07 (UTC)

Baaaaw I AM SORRY ERIN. ;_; I GUESS YOU CAN PRETEND THE SHOW ENDED IN S2 ~~and then Nathan runs off to be awesome in dark!future~~.

WELL IF YOU WANT YOU CAN KEYSMASH AT ME OVER AIM. RAGING IN LIVE-TIME CAN HELP? IDK.

And the Jears are appropriate for all sad occasions. :|

But yeah, lol, I'm like quietly DDDD: inside and I'm not even super invested in this show, but like. I THINK I AM PRETTY INVESTED IN NATHAN WHICH MIGHT HAVE TO DO WITH IT. GODDAMN IT. WHY NATHAN SPECIFICALLY. DX

Edited 2009-11-03 06:11 (UTC)

I GUESS YOU CAN PRETEND THE SHOW ENDED IN S2 ~~and then Nathan runs off to be awesome in dark!future~~.

THAT IS KIND OF... EXACTLY WHAT I AM DOING LOL. when the only consolation I can find is in vampire!Nathan YOU KNOW SOMETHING IS TERRIBLY WRONG WITH MY TELEVISION PROGRAMS ...he's so sexy, though. ;;

I WOULD LIKE TO... BUT... I feel like if I rage too much it'll just make it worse and I'll also be wasting time away from apps and such and kejhtihlks KIND OF JUST LETTING MYSELF DAYDREAM ABOUT HEADCANON LALALAND RIGHT NOW OH GOD HOW UNHEALTHY AM I

YEAH WHAT IS THAT ICON ANYWAYSIFlkfdsdg

YEAH TRUE. WELL NATHAN LIVES ON IN RP I GUESS. ;___; WE'LL PRETEND HE JOINED THE WINCHESTERS. I LIKE THIS PLAN.

lol well, the background behind it is that on Lost, Jack Shepherd is known to cry at every single thing (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_WqVSi9_jI), pfff, to the point where fans refer to his tears specifically as Jears.

SO YEAH. Hence the icons, hahaha.

YEAH I GUESS SO. I'll have to ask Court to continue the Sylar!Nathan/Peter one-on-one that we'd started and which I'd said WELL IT'S OKAY to because you know I thought this plotline might treat me well for once. :( GUESS I WAS WROOOOOOOOOOOOONG yes winchesters iuhsdkhjs HE GOT TRANSPORTED INTO AN ALTERNATE REALITY THERE YOU GO .......BAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWW

....LOL OMG. Hahhakjhasfd it's like Dean except with more than just the ONE. MANLY. TEAR. except now I'm thinking of all of Nathan's beautiful TEARY-EYED LITTLE MOMENTS UM UM UM

........................oh my god why would you fire this man

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AHHHH THAT LAST ONE. T_____T;;; UNF. Seriously asjdf;lsak SHOTGUUUUUN.

I KNOW OH GOD SCRUFFY NATHAN LIKE. HE'S FUCKING SEX ON WHEELS IN A SUIT, DON'T GET ME WRONG, BUT–

There is something so incredibly, indescribably fucking hot about a superego being stripped down to the extreme insecurities that were at its core all along ioduyftioasudhgkljdsHLGKAJHSL(EFYSHKDS

INORITE. JOAIJFPJFPOAJSFJOI. *________*

AND LIKE. SERIOUSLY, I KNOW HE'S SEXY IN HIS SUITS AND ALL, BUT I FIND IT MUCH HOTTER FOR HIM TO BE ROAMING AROUND IN A ~~IMPALA~~ MUSCLE CAR SHOOTING BITCHES.

.......PREFERABLY WITH MATT.

I KNOW RIGHT IUSYDIWRLKAJDLA just like. I think part of the reason I adore him so much is because of the whole angle of his upstanding, socially powerful, comfortable life being suddenly turned upside down by extraordinary circumstances within himself that he has such a hard time coming to terms with since he's an adult and established in normality already and and and fkjashdfklsa THAT SOUNDS SO GENERIC BUT SOMEHOW IT'S LIKE. IDK IT SEEMS LIKE THE GROUNDED IN REALITY ASPECT IS MORE BELIEVABLE WITH HIM SOMEHOW THAN IN OTHER CHARACTERS I'VE SEEN? SOMEHOW. but yeah putting him in a position where basically the entire normal world is out the window and he has to deal with it and feel so out of place and useless despite the personal power he used to have – or at least used to like to think he had – and akdjshgalksdjhglaksdga

AND YES GOD HIM AND MATT. HIM AND MATT. BEATING UP ON EVIL DADS ~~AND EACH OTHER~~ AND BEING BADASS BUDDY COPS. AHHHHHHHH NATHAN&MATT FUCK YOU S3 FUCK YOU SO MUCH ;_____________;

.........why do I suddenly want to RP something Nathan & Matt related with you I HAVE SO MANY OTHER THINGS I NEED TO DO, INCLUDING NATHAN POST TO THE POSTAPOCA THREAD FUYKLSJHDLA

.......also this fangirling and image spamming is making me feel a lot better thank you. ;; ♥

Edited 2009-11-03 08:33 (UTC)

NO, NO. I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU MEAN AJFOPAJFPOIJ and idk idk, I can't even explain why I love him SOMUCH ahhhhhh. I guess I find him particularly interesting because so much of him is open to interpretation since the show doesn't really lay all of his motivations out in the open which is probably also why I was attracted to Sam asfdsf APPARENTLY I HAVE A TYPE and just. STUFF.

ALSO YES. YESSSSSS, THEIR EPIC TEAM OF AWESOME, BAAAAAAW. They need to run away and go onto a buddy cop show. :|

....oh god. I WOULD LOVE TO DO THAT SOMEDAY BUT FUUUUCK I NEED TO FINISH HEROES FIRST AOFJAPFJ *DIES* And yeah, life is swallowing me whole BUT ONE DAY. ONE DAY.

and no rush on post-apoca SAM WILL BE THERE UNTIL NATHAN IS READY TO TOUCH HIM. *shot*

baaaw, I'm glad you feel better, bb. I AM ALWAYS HAPPY TO FANGIRL WITH YOU.

But the basic idea of the Save Adrian Pasdar Campaign:

He may or may not be the one who was fired, despite what Finke, Ausellio, and Dos Santos all said. So, call this a preemptive strike. If our beloved Pasdar was the one who was canned, we all walk.

On Twitter, please tweet:

You go, I go (it just fits, doesn't it?)
#SaveAP

You have no idea how hard it is to keep my eyes unfocused an not read any of this because I haven't seen the last TWO episodes yet. AAAAaaaaaah. So don't tell me anything. I seriously haven't read a word.

I still see a need to reply with something cute for cheering purposes, but idk what.

So have the adorable Cloud squatting icon.

----oh my god. OH MY GOD. I'm taking that icon. >>;;

XD There's a whole bunch more adorable ones here (http://community.livejournal.com/cafeprisma/2815.html).

aslkfdja;s omg thank you. 8D;; SO CUTE. *saves everything* D:

khdfakgjhd I WON'T SAY A WORD. SORRY FOR CRYPTICNESS. D8

that is indeed an adorable icon omg omg ♥!!!!!

If I cared to blog about this last Heroes episode, it would be a long series of HEROES IS QUITE CRAP sentences, all phrased differently and with varying degrees of vulgarity. Uuuughhhh goddddd Heroes fuck you. BUT YES. ;_; I AM SORRY, ERIN, SDLKFJ::SFJ Obvious shitasticness of the writers bailing on a potentially awesome storyline aside, I really hate reading that TPTB didn't tell Adrian about it. He had to find out from the script. The same thing happened to the actor who played my favorite SGA character. IT IS RATHER TERRIBLE of the producers to go about it that way. It's underhanded and just makes me angry.

sdhdfjhalskdg inorite uuaauuaggghhshskjafhlksaf IF I HAD ENOUGH ENERGY I WOULD RANT MORE but yeah, god, poor Adrian. D: He seems like such a pimp dude, too. TIME FOR SOME NEAR DARK AND PROFIT WATCHINS TO ASSUAGE MY SOUL ffffffffff

And augh, sorry to hear that happened to one of your favorites too. D8 lol hollywood

lmao whenever i see heroes stuff on ontd i think of you and court. when i saw the death i was like " ... uh oh. ... who is that /googles." lmao.

fidsuhglaksdjg FFFF yeah SORRY I OFTEN WORRY MY HEROES-CENTRIC JOURNAL RAMBLINGS ARE JUST... OBNOXIOUS AND HORRIBLE. ;___; ~~and yet I never stop sjfhlsakd~~. But yeah, obv. Nathan is like my most favorite character ever and dude this is literally THE FOURTH TIME THEY WILL HAVE KILLED HIM. LIKE. What the fuck you'd think they'd come up with more original things BY NOW. >:\

I liked seeing Charlie again, but everything else about the episode was lame.

As for Nathan... I guess I think it could go alright. Like if what Court said above about Nathan asking Peter to kill him for the sake of stopping Sylar happens. But Heroes breaks dreams and goes about things in the most phail of ways often. I'm not holding my breath on this one.

Yeah, I pretty much feel the same way aside for "I'M A DOCTOR" and the end reveal and the expression on Sylar's face that you already mentioned in your entry ~~which I am still totally geeking out over shiiiiit~~. Goddamn need moar subtlety with his character and less WHACK-A-MOLE OVER THE HEAD OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

And yeah, totally agreed on both how it could be salvaged and be tragically, narratively amazing and how it probably... won't be. I just... the only consolation I can take is that if Nathan is dying, that means that Nathan must still exist right now, but who knows. Maybe they're just phrasing it that way and it's... not true. =_=

God, Heroes. WHY AM I SO OBSESSED WITH THIS HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE, AWFUL, HEARTBREAKING SHOW BAAAAAAAAWWWW

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