Erin (La Cidiana)
02 September 2005 @ 12:22 am
There are a few things I could angst in my LJ about, but I don't want to do that anymore.

Because you can always move forward, no matter how slowly you may go.

You can be depressed, but you can't ever get stuck in a rut or give up hope.

Because then aren't you succumbing to the very thing that you hate?

I was gaining confidence about myself, and I actually kind of believe I can go and grab what I want nowadays. Today, however, I inadvertently received a very hard blow to it.

I'll let myself feel sorry for myself, but only a little. Circumstances won't keep me down.

Because that shit's just stupid in the end.

(Kind of like sombering entries like this.)

I'll just keep on working and working hard, and if I don't succeed, I'll just work harder.

Because I'm going to get what I want, no matter how long it takes.

And if I don't, I'll at least know I did all I humanly could.

Because life is a gift that you only get once, and you're a fucking idiot if you don't use it well.

The end.
 
 
music: Get Backers - Core
mood: blank
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
02 September 2005 @ 01:32 am
I'm going through another Cidspree.

AHHHH CID.

Look at all the icons. THE ICONS (one of which isn't mine). THE LAYOUT.

See, Cid worked hard and finally acheieved his dream in the end. <3 HE DID FUKKIT. (That is, he flew his rocket---not sexed it up.)

Ahhuummm love love love love (I should make a Cid moodset someday.) ::Inspired by Rydia.::

Ciiiddd~~~~~Highwind~~~~<33333

I think he might be a better rolemodel than Liquid.

....Yeah.

::Tourettes tweaking.::

....I have to get my wisdom teeth removed around Thanksgiving, btw. BYE BYE, BEAUTIFUL DELICIOUS STUFFING. But whatever. I can have ice cream. And unbearable pain. AND TEA.

I don't even like tea wtf. In fact, I hate the stuff.

Irony at its best.

............. ...... ...........CIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIID I need another icon oh gawd.
 
 
music: Star Salzman - Cid Sends a Dream to the Undersea Palace (FFV
mood: bouncy