Erin (La Cidiana)
09 February 2006 @ 02:25 pm
I guess I have enough time to make a decent entry. Blah?

Arghrsd. Why does it take me so damned long to get anything done? RP posts, homework, icons, anything, wtf? I feel like as soon as I get home, I'm going in slow motion while time flies by for everything else and. Yeah. (Then again, I've been tired off my ass these days, but whatever.) Wtf is wrong with me? And I lose everything and can never remember anything and.... frustration. Lots of it. Been under a lot of stress lately, what with being sick and falling behind and college applications and my job taking chunks of my time.... but it's weird; instead of stressed, I feel more... tired? Ahh? I feel like I've committed to too many things and am letting too many people down, but I'm not actually doing that much. Why the hell can I only get one piddly homework assignment done a night, if even? It's not so much that I feel sorry for myself as I want to know why my brain can't handle such mundane stuff.

I'm not being emo. Just overwhelmed, I guess, although there's nothing that should be overwhelming me. At least I'm enjoying my Exist Lit reading! I think I'll write an FMA comparison essay or something for these infamous credit points.

Ho shit, another thing I've forgotten--to resticker up my 6th period pass. T_T Why must school be such a bureaucracy?

LJ is such a weird sort of social practice. Wtf.
 
 
mood: distressed