So, as I figured from the delay in time it took them to get back to me, (I had to contact them myself), I didn't get the scholarship. :/
Still, I'm not freaking out or anything. I'm pretty disappointed, but it's not like my life was hinging on it. Basically, without the scholarship, it's not really worth rushing into a school and paying a lot of money when I can wait and prepare myself for a school more focused on what I want to do.
Repercussions are:
- I will not be attending formal college this year.
- Gonna work my ass off practicing figure drawing, taking classes at various places, etc.
- Gonna keep on applying to CalArts until they let me in, dammit.
I guess I won't be going to college with Jenny. ;_; Still, maybe I'll be able to put more hours in at Aspen, gain some more experience, more skills, and get a little better and a little more ready.
At least I'll have more time to focus on my Wolfwood costume. <3 <3
Still, I'm not freaking out or anything. I'm pretty disappointed, but it's not like my life was hinging on it. Basically, without the scholarship, it's not really worth rushing into a school and paying a lot of money when I can wait and prepare myself for a school more focused on what I want to do.
Repercussions are:
- I will not be attending formal college this year.
- Gonna work my ass off practicing figure drawing, taking classes at various places, etc.
- Gonna keep on applying to CalArts until they let me in, dammit.
I guess I won't be going to college with Jenny. ;_; Still, maybe I'll be able to put more hours in at Aspen, gain some more experience, more skills, and get a little better and a little more ready.
At least I'll have more time to focus on my Wolfwood costume. <3 <3
mood: indescribable
music: Cowboy Bebop - Fingers
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