Erin (La Cidiana)
01 May 2006 @ 04:06 pm
So, as I figured from the delay in time it took them to get back to me, (I had to contact them myself), I didn't get the scholarship. :/

Still, I'm not freaking out or anything. I'm pretty disappointed, but it's not like my life was hinging on it. Basically, without the scholarship, it's not really worth rushing into a school and paying a lot of money when I can wait and prepare myself for a school more focused on what I want to do.

Repercussions are:

- I will not be attending formal college this year.

- Gonna work my ass off practicing figure drawing, taking classes at various places, etc.

- Gonna keep on applying to CalArts until they let me in, dammit.

I guess I won't be going to college with Jenny. ;_; Still, maybe I'll be able to put more hours in at Aspen, gain some more experience, more skills, and get a little better and a little more ready.

At least I'll have more time to focus on my Wolfwood costume. <3 <3
 
 
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