Erin (La Cidiana)
09 February 2008 @ 02:41 pm
OH, DEAN AND NATHAN. TWO MESSED-UP BIG BROTHERS WHO I LOVE SO. SO SIMILAR AND YET SO VERY DIFFERENT, BUT WITH CERTAIN IDENTICAL PLOT TRENDS THAT MAKE ME GLEE/LOLLER.

It was only after this week's Supernatural episode that I realized. .......YEAH.

NIGHTMARE TRENDS: !Spoilers for Supernatural 310 & Heroes 205! )

WHY ARE THE TRENDS IN MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS SO GODDAMN PREDICTABLE safkhdflkajs oh well, I don't care. <3333
 
 
mood: amused
music: Sneaker Pimps - Lightning Field
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
08 February 2008 @ 11:13 am
Supernatural last night was AWESOME. Omg DEAN you angst-ridden thing. D: <33333 My mom watched on a different TV and she CAME IN HERE TO BASICALLY RAMBLE AT ME ABOUT HOW SAD IT WAS hahaha. <333 Apparently, my dad watched it with her, and at the end he was like: "...I don't get it." Well, obviously. :X This episode was DEAN ANGST episode, so next one looks like SAM ANGST episode? Wtf Groundhog Day gone bad BUT I'M SURE IT WILL BE WIBBLE-INDUCING ENTERTAINING.

Uhhhmm god, I had HICCUPS FROM HELL YESTERDAY and they kept coming back intermittently. D: I tend to have really bad hiccups way too frequently but um yes. Also, the putty on top of my mouth stitches came off, but I keep putting it back on anyway so I don't play around with the area with my tongue or something? Baaahh I'm all nervous to brush my teeth around that area so my mouth tastes like crap. D:

Court and I organized the roommates last night finally! There's one pair-up on there which, uh, we kinda obsessed over since it was SO AWESOME but would be SO BIASED, but we really couldn't think of a better combination and would have paired up those particular characters even if different people played them, and so we decided to go ahead and do it on the condition that I REALLY got active again AND I POSTED LIKE CRAZY LAST NIGHT TO GET MYSELF BACK IN THE GROOVE WOOO. Judging from the relative ease with which I posted for Cid and Scar once I actually got down to business and how I've actually been keeping up with the sphinx thread, I'm starting to think I can app Sylar a third character without having to drop someone after all. BUT ONLY DAYSHIFT WILL TELL.

I'm also feeling I'm sorely due for a replay of FFVII, because as admittedly satisfied I usually am with my Cid, I worry a lot of the time that I haven't played the game in so long that my characterization is gradually getting off and I don't even know it. Even if I'm consciously choosing to ignore Compilation canon.

Now, I am getting ready to go over to Andrew's house for some mutual Bay Cities (amazing sandwich place) lovin' and for Matrix marathoning once Jenny comes over.
 
 
music: Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
01 February 2008 @ 03:11 pm
Ganked from [livejournal.com profile] burningvigor and whoever else I saw use it on my flist. <3

1) Make a list of 10 characters.
2) Assign each character a number.
3) Without telling anyone who's on the list or the character's assigned number, get questions from your flist about what they'd like to know about them.
IE: "If 3 and 4 were trapped in a cave together with only a blanket and a toothpick, what would they do?" (The more random the better!)
4) Post the answers and who was who on the list.


---

Also, I had a fucking CREEPY-COOL really sad dream last night. It was like... a Heroes/House crossover in a Spn universe (AND SOMEHOW, NATHAN AND DEAN WERE NOWHERE TO BE FOUND IN IT WTF though Matt was like the main dude. <333)

Me telling Court about it. )
 
 
mood: cheerful
music: Electric Light Orchestra - Mr. Blue Sky
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
29 January 2008 @ 10:19 pm
Yaaaay, AN ACTUAL NEW EPISODE OF SOMETHING TONIGHT (AKA HOUSE). <333 So nice to see House/Wilson gayness again. AND SUPERNATURAL ON THURSDAY. Will be so nice to see Sam&Dean brotherliness again. <333

Also, had a WEIRDASS DREAM last night. Involved me, Court, Jenny, a weirdo hotel, a weirdo villain, time-traveling, a shoe store, my brother, surrealistic Guitar Hero, and Dexter.

Also, my memory card's file of Guitar Hero III got corrupted and we had to restart our file. DDD: WTFERY. Oh well; it's kind of fun doing everything over except that I have to do co-op mode again to unlock the co-op songs. D: NOES.

Also, I want to open a student account to avoid the $8 monthly fee I always end up paying, but that involves having $100 lying around to start a new account. I STILL NEED A JOB.

Also, I should post as Scar before I sleep because srsly. SORRY, FAM & FEY.
 
 
mood: tired
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
10 January 2008 @ 07:23 am
85 words


AND I TYPE WITH TWO FINGERS, BITCHES.

In other news, read lotsa apps tonight, woo. 8D And um... Dark Future keeps making me want to draw things. Like Deeeeeaaaan and Claire and Peter and Nathan and Adam and EVIL SAM (fucking FINALLY motivated to draw some REAL LIFE PEOPLE) and I really need to get back into figure drawing after I took that break for my sanity. D8 Especially need to before I go to SMC in the spring, because I am going to SMC in the spring, HALLELUJAH. FINALLY all enrolled in my classes and everything: Gonna be taking a time management/organizational skills workshop through the Learning Disabilities program that will hopefully, uh, keep me on task and ease the transition from NOTHING to school again, then English 2, Contemporary Political Thought, and Linguistic Anthropology. Wanted to start getting my math transfer requirement out of the way, but I'm not sure what I'm already getting credit for until my AP scores get to the admissions office and same thing with my science and government credits and... stuff. So instead I'm filling up other requirements from the list my counselor gave me and um... yeah! As jarring as having to do real schoolwork again is going to be for me, I'm excited to start school again because, hey, it's something non-online to keep me busy, and it's good for my morale. Plus, I've been kinda starting to feel like my brain is rotting. Still have a month of free time before then, though, so um... gotta take advantage of that. 8D;

So, speaking of keeping myself busy and taking advantage of free time, I have to:

- READ DEM APPS and do e-mails
- POST GODDAMMIT :(
- No, stop working on that Sylar app. Seriously, stop and POST.
- Do chapter 2 (3&4, technically?) of djinnfic (aka The Middle Mile!)
- Brainstorm and plan out the actual Heroes/Spn crossover fic with Court once she actually gets some free time
- Pick at Dean!vampire fic and console myself by thinking that yeah, everyone and their mother has done it, but this one shall be mine
- Pick a Nathan fic idea to work on. Burnt!Nathan or MPD!Nathan or... Dark Future spinoff. Or something. ANYTHING.
- DO NOT PICK UP THAT DS AND WASTE FOUR HOURS ON POKÉMON AGAIN
- OKAY, TRIALS & TRIBULATIONS IS SOMEWHAT MORE ACCEPTABLE
- BEAT GUITAR HERO III SOMEHOW??? GOD DAMN YOU METALLICA

Also, Re: Icon: Bless you, Gilmore Girls, even though I never watched you and am still not really particularly interested to. :X
 
 
music: Fiona Apple - Criminal
mood: busy
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
07 January 2008 @ 07:22 am
Man, haven't updated in like... almost two weeks. A LOT FOR ME. It's of course because Court's been in town and we hung out and stuff, but now she's back at UCSB, so now I'll probably hang out some more with Andrew and Sabrina but actually have time to, you know, work on apps. 8D; I have a few sure rejections I need to send, and I want to get those done with because I hate making people wait for rejections of all things, poor dudes. :/

Crossover rambling. DOES IT EVER END? )

MEANWHILE, MY MOM IS TOTALLY FUCKING HOOKED ON HEROES. LIKE. She's already watched the whole series and she RE-WATCHED more than half of s1 today on her own while she did chores and stuff WTTFFFFFF. She's seen both Spn AND Heroes now, so uh, IT MAKES TALKING TO COURT ON THE PHONE A LITTLE AWKWARD, ESPECIALLY WHEN SLASH IS INVOLVED. Still, it's nice to share stuff with parents. IDUNNO.

Iiiiiiii need to sleep. I want to make a Winchesters&Petrellis Heroes/Spn crossover icon sometime. Hmmnnnnnnnnnnn.

Also, Guitar Hero has killed my DDR exercise quite utterly. D: NEED TO CHANGE THAT SOMETIME. OH OH OH and I started playing Pokémon Diamond again. 8D Should put my number thing up sometime so I can make some trade/battle buddies outta youz guys. <3
 
 
music: Susumu Hirasawa - The Girl in Byakkoya
mood: lazy
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
26 December 2007 @ 02:13 pm
WOO, Christmas is over, and of course that means I have shiny new things from shiny people. <3 I'm really happy with all the stuff I got this year, from the smallest thing to the biggest thing, which is... strange, since this is one of the first years where I haven't asked for any one big huge thing from my parents--what I wanted was an SD card, Guitar Hero III (minus any guitar), and the Heroes DVD set. My brother and I got my parents all three Bourne DVDs (they LOVE those movies) and I got my brother World War Z: An Oral History of the Zombie War, which I knew he'd enjoy and get a kick out of. <3 Also got Court RE4 for Wii and yaaay so glad it was a hit. 8D

My parents almost didn't go searching for the stuff I wanted when they were all out of EVERYTHING at this one Best Buy but then they did and FOUND THE STUFF so when I opened my big box of stuff, the first thing I saw was the Heroes DVDs and I was all "YOU DID FIND THEM!!!" and... stuff. 8D And then they totally surprised me with the s3 House DVDs, which I'd wanted but felt I shouldn't ask for, and my brother, who's usually so crappy with gifts, was really sweet this year and got me the s2 Batman: The Animated Series DVDs which I'd JUST BEEN EYEING at Best Buy the other day as something I really wanted but would probably never actually ask for. And they also happen to have a TON of episodes I remember from my childhood and wanted to see again and stuff. SO OMG. (That one episode that's basically Dean's djinn experience except with Batman? DDD: I really remembered that one clearly, and it was like the SECOND episode on the DVDs, D'AWWW, BRUCE <333)

The Christmas Haul List! )

Have I ever mentioned my dad can cook like a mofo? Because he can. On Christmas Eve, my dad ovened up this RIDICULOUSLY huge and RIDICULOUSLY delicious pre-cooked honeyed ham that we had with a bunch of other stuff like potatoes and artichokes, and then on Christmas Day, he put his full meat-cooking skill to the test and made this HUGEASS PRIME RIB for all the ten other people (+my four immediate family members) who came over, plus buttered baked potatoes and all this other stuff and oh my god that prime rib was SO FUCKING GOOD. And then we had dessert. And oh man. DELICIOUS.

Anyway, I was both extremely happy with the gifts I got this year as well as the gifts I got for other people. I realized this year how fun it is to wrap things up all nicely and I also realized how awesome it is to get someone something they'll love but something they won't really expect, and to see the look on their face when they open it is really exciting.

...I SOUND SO CORNY.

Anyway, later on that night, I went and picked up Court and brought her back here once I'd asked my mom if she wanted to watch the first couple episodes of Heroes with me (which Court wanted to join in on :X) annnd we watched them. And my mom seems to really like it so far! (She was all "THEY'RE ALL INTERESTING except for that Niki woman." ROFL) And she had some awesome reactions to stuff:

Re Bennet: "THAT GUY IS SUCH A WEIRDO."
Re Mr. Muggles: "I'm not THAT bad with Jack, am I?"
Re Niki and Micah: "IS IT THE KID DOING ALL THAT STUFF?"
Re Hiro in New York: "OH MY GOD FIVE WEEKS???"

Re Petrellis: "What, so are all the male members of their family able to fly at a certain age and the younger one hasn't gotten there yet?"
Me and Court: "....PFFFFFFT HAHAHAHAHAHA"
Mom: "WHAT, WHAT'S SO FUNNY?"

But yeah, first Supernatural, and now Heroes, hopefully! I'm glad I can share this stuff with my mom, woo. AM I WEIRD?

But yeah. Um. Yeah. 8D
 
 
music: Zelda: Link's Awakening - Braving Tal Tal Heights (OC Remix)
mood: satisfied
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
14 December 2007 @ 02:27 am
WOO, new Supernatural episode tonight! :DDDD FIRST TIME POSTING ONE OF THESE FOR IT. <3

Vague thoughts! No real spoilers, but cut anyway. )

In other news, blah blah crossover blah blah. 8D COURT IS IN TOWN NOW AND WE ARE HANGING OUT, SO WE TALK MUCH.

AND JSFHGALKFJH SATURDAY. HEROES ACTORS. OMFG.

....sflsdjf again, I ask how my friends got me bad into these series. I DON'T KNOW. I DON'T CARE. <3
 
 
mood: pleased
music: Wolf's Rain - Run, Wolf Warrior, Run
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
11 December 2007 @ 11:00 pm
THE MIDDLE MILE
Chapter 2
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lacidiana
Beta: [livejournal.com profile] famira
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters: Dean, Newb!Sam
Pairing: N/A (includes Sam/Jess, Dean/Carmen)
Genre: Gen, Drama, Action/Adventure, A/U
Words: 5,802
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: Events up to S2E20 and plot revelations up to S2E22.

Summary: A/U diverging from What Is and What Should Never Be. When Dean realizes that the djinn's world is more tangible than he suspected, he decides to pursue his old life as a hunter and find out the truth of his reality. What he doesn't count on is his civilian brother tagging along, as well as the bridge that gradually grows over the rift between them.

A/N: Chapters 1 & 2 used to be a single chapter until I broke them up to comply with the limits on Fanfiction.Net and DevArt. :X Continued thank yous to Fam!

2: Won't Get Fooled Again )

Navigation: Ch. 1 | Ch. 2
 
 
music: Triumph - Fight the Good Fight
mood: accomplished
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
11 December 2007 @ 10:50 am
Oh my jesus I finally posted THE DJINNFIC.

\o/

...Unfortunately, it looks like someone on the Spn fic community happens to be currently posting a multichaptered version of a fic with a VERY SIMILAR PLOT ::CRIES.:: WHAT ARE THE CHANCES and I guess this means I need to hold off on posting it anywhere outside my personal journal, though that's kind of okay since what I've heard of the Supernatural fandom at large HAS MADE ME VERY, VERY SCARED TO GET INVOLVED. D:

Still, I am proud, even though all-nighting with Fam (UNTIL 11 AM) to proofread and edit it caused me to get like THREE OR FOUR HOURS OF SLEEP before getting ready to go to Jenny's birthday dinner. ::CRIES AGAIN:: (THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN, FAM.) I began tossing and turning and waking up while I was still dreaming and then my stomach started getting nauseous for some reason and DDDD: BUT YEAH. I AM PROUD OF MYSELF. SO PROUD.

Speaking of which, still need to get Jenny a BIRFDAY GIFT and do that coloring for her. <3 Now that I've gotten that project out of the way (before I tackle chapter 2) I can probably do that.

BUT ANYWAY. YEAH. FIRST PART OF MY BABY IS FINISHED, because seriously, this thing feels like my baby as it's the... only fic ever that I've gotten this far with on sheer will to get through the beginning alone and really feel I can continue going on with it. WOOO.

STILL THINK IT'S KINDA SAD THAT 11K IS SUCH A BIG DEAL TO ME. But it is. And I will allow myself to happy. <3

And... and... yeah. I need to get ready. And oh gods then afterwards I am going to come home and rendezvous with Court and then PASS OUT
 
 
mood: tired
music: Spinal Tap - Stonehenge
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
11 December 2007 @ 10:38 am
THE MIDDLE MILE
Chapter 1
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lacidiana
Beta: [livejournal.com profile] famira
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters: Dean, Newb!Sam
Pairing: N/A (includes Sam/Jess, Dean/Carmen)
Genre: Gen, Drama, Action/Adventure, A/U
Words: 5,047
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: Events up to S2E20 and plot revelations up to S2E22.

Summary: A/U diverging from What Is and What Should Never Be. When Dean realizes that the djinn's world is more tangible than he suspected, he decides to pursue his old life as a hunter and find out the truth of his reality. What he doesn't count on is his civilian brother tagging along, as well as the bridge that gradually grows over the rift between them.

A/N: THANK YOU FAM for supporting me so hard through all of this and inspiring this fic in the first place. <333

EDIT @ 5/26/08: Chapters 1 & 2 were originally posted on LJ to be a single chapter until I broke them up to comply with the limits on Fanfiction.Net and DevArt. As such, the comments to this entry preceding that date are in response to chapter 2 as well.

1: Bargain )

Navigation: Ch. 1 | Ch. 2
 
 
mood: accomplished
music: Triumph - Fight the Good Fight
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
10 December 2007 @ 07:24 am
"Aw, c'mon!" Dean griped, throwing an arm up. "I was crazy back when we drove to Illinois, right? Key word being drove."

"No, Dean, key word being
crazy."


Holy shit, passed the 10k mark on the djinnfic last night. HOLY SHIT. YES, AGAIN I REALIZE THAT NANO JUST HAPPENED but oh my god this is a big deal for me personally, especially considering I'm also drawing a ton too lately, and really practicing getting out of anime mode and into real-people mode, which I've been trying to do forever and finally have the chance to do now that I'm into live-action series.

In short: AHHH I'M ACTUALLY MAKING GOOD ON MY PERSONAL GOALS. And even though my attention is divided between this fic, another fic, a co-written fic, and fanart stuff, I am GETTING IT ALL DONE.

IS THIS THE WAY THINGS WORK FOR NORMAL PEOPLE AND I JUST NEVER KNEW? BECAUSE SERIOUSLY. IT'S AMAZING.

Why? Is it because I'm into new fandoms? Is it because my ADD meds are kicking in? WHATEVER IT IS, IT'S WORKING and I hope hope hope this wonderful productivity continues and carries on into other, more serious aspects of my life LIKE SCHOOL.

And now I sleep. I HAVE SUCH WEIRD HOURS.
 
 
music: Kill Hannah - I Wanna Be a Kennedy
mood: happy
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
08 December 2007 @ 06:53 pm
Was so pumped over possible crossover stuff that I did photoshop doodle... thing.

Evil!Sam & vague Supernatural SPOILERS in explanation. )

In other news, I downloaded all the tracks used in Supernatural off an awesome site. WOO.
 
 
music: Blind Faith - Can't Find My Way Home
mood: cheerful
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
08 December 2007 @ 05:41 am
FANGASMING AT MY OWN PROJECTS ::SHEEPISH:: )
 
 
music: Bad Company - Bad Company
mood: ecstatic
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
06 December 2007 @ 06:18 am
As Court explained in her most recent entry, a random coincidence thanks to Andrew inviting me to an event involving Patrick Stewart tomorrow (WHICH IS FUCKING BADASS IN AND OF ITSELF) has ended in me finding out about and Court getting us tickets to a whole Heroes thing next Saturday which will have ADRIAN PASDAR Zachary Quinto pretty much all the main character actors besides Hiro's and Claire's. IF I DIDN'T FEEL NEWBISH BEFORE HOLY SHIT DO I FEEL THE POSER RAINING DOWN ON ME NOW D:. But seriously, I saw the little "HEROES" banner on the side of the site layout along with... every actor's name ever, froze, showed Court, and she was all "DUDE I'M GONNA BE IN TOWN AT THAT POINT WE SHOULD GOGOGOGO" and I was like "HO SHIT OKAY" and... so we are. 8D I need to pay her back for my ticket, tho. <3

Fic and crossover co-writing rambling! No real spoilers. )

Anyway, I should sleep so I can get up at a not-so-ridiculous time and plan out going downtown and stuff with Andrew. FOR THE LOVE OF PICARD. Didn't work on djinnfic tonight (I've been trying to sit down for at least an hour and do what I can on it every night) but I shall tomorrow! (Also need to get back to vampire!Dean sometime. <3)

Overall, my general feeling is: GLEE. AMAZINGLY AWESOME THINGS ABOUND.
 
 
mood: gleeful
music: Chrono Trigger - Time Chill (OC Remix)
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
05 December 2007 @ 01:16 am
So latelatelate last night (technically this morning) I realized HO SHIT I HAVE FIGURE DRAWING TOMORROW/TODAY. D: So I went to bed, got up after four/five hours of sleep annnnd then when I was about to leave I realized I had no cash/proper brand credit card for parking. So I called my mom to see where she keeps her cash stash except she didn't answer and failed to respond to the message I left for over two hours and kjsdfhsl so I missed the last session of my figure drawing class. D: PRETTY PATHETIC, HUH? I NEED TO GET OFF MY ASS and get A JOB (and get over my fear of phones so I can do that ughughugh ;__;) OH WELL.

I made about a bajillion new icons, and by "bajillion" I mean... 8. What can I say, last night's episode was bad ass and (highlight for spoilers) I needed to comfort myself after that ending oh jesus ;___; I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE MY HORRIBLE PARANOID WEEK-LONG PREDICTION WAS COMPLETELY RIGHT whyyyy

SPEAKING OF THE END OF HEROES Court and I are FINALLY beginning to brainstorm our Supernatural/Heroes epic crossover YAAAAAY. We realize pretty much everything we come up with is going to be contradicted by what actually happens when it comes back, but then again, WHO KNOWS WHEN IT'S GOING TO COME BACK, RIGHT? oh man oh man still so excited about being into new and shiny things EVEN IF I'M A NEWB <333

And speaking of NEWB, I should get back to working on the djinnfic. I am determined to be PRODUCTIVEPRODUCTIVE. I hope.

After-effects of last night's Heroes episode. SPOILERS. )

...COURT HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO GET ME SO INTO A SHOW IN SO LITTLE TIME FKJHAlskf... and I don't even feel the need to yell goddammit at you anymore. ....GODDAMMIT ;[
 
 
mood: dorky
music: IAMX - The Alternative
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
03 December 2007 @ 06:46 pm
Ohmygod Heroes tonight. I can't remember the last time I was this nervous/anxious about an upcoming episode of something. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME I've only been into this show for like THREE WEEKS??? ::FEELS SO UNBEARABLY POSER::

In any case, once this episode has aired, Court and I can start brainstorming out that Spn/Heroes crossover. WOO~

ALSO, ONLY HAVE ABOUT A SCENE AND A QUARTER TO GO BEFORE I'M DONE WITH THE FIRST CHAPTER OF THE DJINNFIC. FUCK YES I FEEL SO FUCKING AWESOME. So little seems silly after everyone else completed NaNo but GODDAMMIT I haven't been this good about making progress on a fic in YEARS and and ajsdhfksa ::EXCITED:: ...Also, this would be about the first fanfiction I've ever written that I could show to my mom. AND I MIGHT, WHICH IS THE SCARIER PART OF ALL THIS, REALLY, and I need to show her how motivated I've been to write in general lately so she stops bugging me about the Sunday workshop.

...OH GOD THE HINTS ARE COMING IN FROM THE EAST COAST I'M PANICKING NOW KSFJHAKSJ SHIT
 
 
music: IAMX - The Alternative
mood: anxious/nervous/HEART ATTACK
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
29 November 2007 @ 05:08 am
7000+ WORDS ON DJINNFIC AND 2000+ ON VAMPIRE!DEAN. WOOO. Granted that that's including extra brainstorming/cut out bits that I plan to include later, but since they will be incorporated in eventually, I COUNT THEM AS WORDS? In any case, I was right: It's nice to take a break on Vampire!Dean and go to DjinnFic and vice versa. 8D TWO PROJECTS ARE BETTER THAN ONE? KEEPS DEM CREATIVE JUICES FLOWIN'.

GODDAMN NATHAN DREAMS )

RP stuff and poll results! )

AND TODAY. Today. I went to SMC with my mom and we both bitched at the people in the admissions office about how their enrollment site totally screwed me over, so now what we have to do is pay the fee so I can sign up for my classes, then I have to contact the professors of the classes I was supposedly enrolled in and have them verify to the admissions office that I was never in those classes so I can get a reimbursement and have the classes struck from my record. HOPEFULLY, THEY WILL RESPOND TO THE E-MAILS I WRITE TOMORROW. And if not, I will e-mail again. >:[

Then we had yummy Gilbert's and had just enough cash to pay for all of it. 8D

The inside of my left ear is hurting randomly, wtf. ;; This does not bode well, as my right ear is the one that occasionally gets a weird and persistent high-pitched ring in it. WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MYSELF. At least I'm not as bad as Maxine, who plays her music on her headphones so loud that I can hear it from the other room at her house.

SPEAKING OF YOUNG PEOPLE DESTROYING THEIR EAR DRUMS. ...Man, this song is pornographic. But cool. <3 THANKS FOR THE MUSIK, [livejournal.com profile] tinted_glass! And I need to send you the stuff too, [livejournal.com profile] loreamara. 8D

Also, Court, YOU CAN DEAL WITH ALL YOUR BUSYNESS. YOU ALWAYS DO. ::CHEERS YOU ON::
 
 
mood: creative
music: IAMX - Your Joy is My Low
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
28 November 2007 @ 03:59 am
Went to my appointment with the Learning Disabilities college counselor today and got the ball rolling for going to SMC, yaaay. Because of some fuckup from a couple of semesters ago, though, they're telling me I owe them 134 bucks for classes I didn't take because back then it told me I'd lost my spot and couldn't take them because I hadn't paid for them. (WTF I KNOW)

Anyway, I can't enroll in any new classes until that's taken care of, so my mom and I are gonna go tomorrow to clear that up and also make sure those classes don't show up as F's on my transcript or anything. But yeah--I know what I need to do, so I'll be enrolling for the spring and I'm planning on taking a time-management/organizational skills workshop along with those classes so I don't fall flat on my face like I always do. DX

Also, I had the most simultaneously exciting and EMBARRASSING Heroes dream last night. In fact, it was so exciting that it PHYSICALLY WOKE ME UP an hour before I needed to and I couldn't fall back asleep. D: WHICH MAKES IT EVEN MORE EMBARRASSING THAN IT WAS ALREADY

Details. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. )

ALSO, the time has come for the ultimatum. It's been a month and I need to decide already and get my ass in RP gear.

[Poll #1096542]

...What?

Yes, you heard me.

The upsides and downsides of that proposal and my general rationale. )

Wooo. OKAY, DONE WITH RAMBLING.

Edit: Oh, yeah, and I'm keeping Cid no matter what. <3
 
 
music: Wolf's Rain - Tell Me What the Rain Knows
mood: contemplative
 
 
Erin (La Cidiana)
26 November 2007 @ 05:40 am
HELLO, NEW FANDOMSECRETS FRIENDS ♥ ♥ ♥ !!! Not one but TWO of you guys involved CRAZY coincidences, oh my god. And as both of you two are into Heroes, I THINK YOU'LL UNDERSTAND WHEN I SAY I HOPE THIS MEANS WE'RE ABOUT TO DEVELOP SUPERPOWERS OR SOMETHING. Since, you know, they go hand-in-hand with impossible coincidences. :X

(Also, I apologize in advance to you guys for caps and incessant babble. THEY ARE PART OF WHO I AM. And if you wonder who this "Court" is who I always talk about and yell "godammit" at, it's [livejournal.com profile] burningvigor and I'm yelling "godammit" at her because she got me thoroughly fixated on Nathan Heroes, as much as I resisted through staunch denial. D:)

Umm, in regards to not fandomsecrets... been working on that vampire!Dean fic, though I skulked off to play Guitar Hero. I FEEL LIKE I'M GETTING BETTER AT HITTING THOSE CRAZYFAST NOTES. ...I mean, not the CRAZYcrazy fast notes, but uh... the ones between fast and crazyfast. D: I don't make any sense.

Also, I really, really need to get caught up on Dexter. Everyone's telling me that Doakes is amazing in that first of the three episodes I haven't seen and kadsjfhs need to catch up my mom with the show in general too.

Should get back to writing now, though. WOO. ...or sleeping.

Edit: Oh, also: TADAAAAH, cafepress test-drive bumper sticker. I AM VERY PROUD even if I stole the slogan from some other t-shirt that I think [livejournal.com profile] geminion got but which doesn't exist anymore. ;[ I am so going to put it on my bumper once my car isn't so filthy.

.....GODAMMIT, COURT.
 
 
music: Alabama 3 - Woke Up This Morning
mood: dorky